it's been hot hot hot and v hot.. heat that leeches all your strength out of you and all your determination to get things *done* just sublimes... never to be seen again. i can't believe my year is so action packed :/ like hello? aaargh. i know i've been moaning about this to just about evry1 i've been talking to --- 1 week to sats, 3 weeks to piano, 4 weeks to block tests... and all that. just utterly *aaaargh* don't even know what to say. what's with this year?? sigh. too much excitement for my weak heart :/
ah well. let me attempt to cheer myself up.
can't.
oh :) looking at my classblog makes me happy :D i love the template! sixnine.blogspot.com :D go look... cept of course there aren't any posts. at all. of interest at least... cos errmmm. as of now. there are all of 4 members.. one of them being me :/ how disgusting. waste my time.
had the oasis interview today for the australian science summer school prog... then mr pang said i looked v diff from my photo... sigh. said i looked fatter in my photo... *grrr* ah well. accordingly to evryone i look v skinny... which i don't think so... which i suppose is just a problem with my mental self-image... have no idea. i guess it's something abt the light :D light rays bend around me and create an illusion that i am skinnier than i really am! cos i really think i look normal... which people say is not the case :/ sigh.
whatever. this is so trivial i wanna puke :/ evryone around me seems to be having problems with one thing or another, more often than not with all the relationship crap or just general stupidity of certain people around them... sigh. i hate sounding angsty and eeeeks. ah well. anyway. tmr going to watch the bball matches:) yay... gd luck to yall :)
Cloudy Boracay
Sunday, May 25, 2003
Friday, May 23, 2003
just went to get new phone... new line... yups. hate my new no... anyway. my old one is still working i guess... but it's just the sim card sans phone.. so i guess i won't be checking that regularly! in case you wanna know it. just ask me online or sthg. abit weird to post it online i guess :) ah well. anyhow. i was so happy going home early today! then the heat just got to me... trekking home in the blazing heat really does horrors to one's psyche... i was damn pissed off by the time i got to my doorstep... sheesh.
to pple who haven't seen me recently :) i've healed! you can't even tell much that i was ever whammed in the face :)
to pple who haven't seen me recently :) i've healed! you can't even tell much that i was ever whammed in the face :)
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
isn't it rather scary to have someone reading a steamy novel next to you in the bus? you have *no* idea what's going to through their head... but at the same time, it's just so.. revolting! ah well. all those cheap money-spinning novels... :)
ahhh :) finally got to go shopping... got my top for mad... this t-back top.. not unlike the 411 class shirt... but tighter. *way* tighter.. i've got damn broad bones :/ ah well. why do pple bother making ugly clothes? i mean. such a waste of resources. except maybe there are people who are willing to wear ugly clothes... :) sigh. actually got really cute doggy earrings for crys! but. she wouldn't get her ears pierced.. so too bad :) they're mine now! *grins* i love that... how you get something for someone but something just crops up. oh crys: i would still give them to you if you'd go get your ears pierced! but then you'd have to wait a while b4 you can wear them... and they're dangly too! :):)
sigh. nowadays i'm perpetually hungry!!! i mean. i wake up with my stomach growling... i spend lessons moaning about how hungry i am... and i come home hungry and go to sleep hungry!!! aaaargh. i hate this. how am i supposed to grow? err. not that i think i have much potential to grow... but you know... just in case :) ah well. people's bdays have been coming fast and furious! happy belated to: crys! shuyun! yanxi! and happy early bdays to: shauna! shiping! hope you all love turning seventeen :) i dunno.. it's not sweet sixteen... nor can you go learn driving like you can if you were eighteen.. but i guess :) it's still a fun age to be :D ah well. chinese orals are coming... should practice i suppose. so people: when you see me :) talk in chinese! i need the practice... otherwise my conversation with the teacher would be limited to err... ni hao ma? *grins* hmmm. oh yeah. according to my chinese tchr... it seems as if i have to go prac my chinese twang... to sound decently chinese... but now i'm speaking weird cos of the teeth... then how? i dunno... i think my lips are closing weird now... maybe cos of the wire... v braces-ish.. but less painful :D
ahhh :) finally got to go shopping... got my top for mad... this t-back top.. not unlike the 411 class shirt... but tighter. *way* tighter.. i've got damn broad bones :/ ah well. why do pple bother making ugly clothes? i mean. such a waste of resources. except maybe there are people who are willing to wear ugly clothes... :) sigh. actually got really cute doggy earrings for crys! but. she wouldn't get her ears pierced.. so too bad :) they're mine now! *grins* i love that... how you get something for someone but something just crops up. oh crys: i would still give them to you if you'd go get your ears pierced! but then you'd have to wait a while b4 you can wear them... and they're dangly too! :):)
sigh. nowadays i'm perpetually hungry!!! i mean. i wake up with my stomach growling... i spend lessons moaning about how hungry i am... and i come home hungry and go to sleep hungry!!! aaaargh. i hate this. how am i supposed to grow? err. not that i think i have much potential to grow... but you know... just in case :) ah well. people's bdays have been coming fast and furious! happy belated to: crys! shuyun! yanxi! and happy early bdays to: shauna! shiping! hope you all love turning seventeen :) i dunno.. it's not sweet sixteen... nor can you go learn driving like you can if you were eighteen.. but i guess :) it's still a fun age to be :D ah well. chinese orals are coming... should practice i suppose. so people: when you see me :) talk in chinese! i need the practice... otherwise my conversation with the teacher would be limited to err... ni hao ma? *grins* hmmm. oh yeah. according to my chinese tchr... it seems as if i have to go prac my chinese twang... to sound decently chinese... but now i'm speaking weird cos of the teeth... then how? i dunno... i think my lips are closing weird now... maybe cos of the wire... v braces-ish.. but less painful :D
Saturday, May 17, 2003
War Photograph
Kate Daniels
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A naked child is running
along the path toward us,
her arms stretched out,
her mouth open,
the world turned to trash
behind her.
She is running from the smoke
and the soldiers, from the bodies
of her mother and little sister
thrown down into a ditch,
from the blown-up bamboo hut
from the melted pots and pans.
And she is also running from the gods
who have changed the sky to fire
and puddled the earth with skin and blood.
She is running--my god--to us,
10,000 miles away,
reading the caption
beneath her picture
in a weekly magazine.
All over the country
we're feeling sorry for her
and being appalled at the war
being fought in the other world.
She keeps on running, you know,
after the shutter of the camera
clicks. She's running to us.
For how can she know,
her feet beating a path
on another continent?
How can she know
what we really are?
From the distance, we look
so terribly human.
Kate Daniels
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A naked child is running
along the path toward us,
her arms stretched out,
her mouth open,
the world turned to trash
behind her.
She is running from the smoke
and the soldiers, from the bodies
of her mother and little sister
thrown down into a ditch,
from the blown-up bamboo hut
from the melted pots and pans.
And she is also running from the gods
who have changed the sky to fire
and puddled the earth with skin and blood.
She is running--my god--to us,
10,000 miles away,
reading the caption
beneath her picture
in a weekly magazine.
All over the country
we're feeling sorry for her
and being appalled at the war
being fought in the other world.
She keeps on running, you know,
after the shutter of the camera
clicks. She's running to us.
For how can she know,
her feet beating a path
on another continent?
How can she know
what we really are?
From the distance, we look
so terribly human.
ah well. piano exam is 23rd june --- at least that means i have around a month to squeeze in all my practice and evrything... esp since i can't go for touch anymore :/ and.
err... i can't seem to input chinese! how am i supposed to finish my online chinese assignment??
bloody lakers.
bloody 76ers.
thanks everyone who left me nice getwell msgs... :) it's not as bad as it seems! it is bad but ah well. all accidents are bad, n'est-ce pas? at least. this is one of those 'could-have been worse scenarios'. love you all :D
err... i can't seem to input chinese! how am i supposed to finish my online chinese assignment??
bloody lakers.
bloody 76ers.
thanks everyone who left me nice getwell msgs... :) it's not as bad as it seems! it is bad but ah well. all accidents are bad, n'est-ce pas? at least. this is one of those 'could-have been worse scenarios'. love you all :D
Friday, May 16, 2003
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Third Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
| Level | Score |
|---|---|
| Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Very Low |
| Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Moderate |
| Level 2 (Lustful) | Very Low |
| Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Moderate |
| Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Low |
| Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | Low |
| Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Low |
| Level 7 (Violent) | Moderate |
| Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | Low |
| Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Low |
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
Thursday, May 15, 2003
oh my god... the anaesthetic is wearing off... my entire mouth aches like shit and i look like a victim of battery... quite scary really... the whole works: bloody chin, above lip area... there are bad scrapes.. and my lips are now truly like fish lips... twice as large as before! and kahli knows they looked like fish enough before! this is so surreal. i mean yeah.. i've read the whole crap abt how if your tooth falls out you're supposed to keep it in milk and everything first and get yourself double quick to a dentist to reattach it.. but how the hell was i supposed to think that it would be me? i always imagined myself as the person rushing to get milk to put the tooth in... not the person being rushed to the dentist :/
oh yeah :) according to my mom. i've had like incredibly bad luck with mishaps... first time was when i was 3 or sthg... fell off the baby chair and landed on my head... it was christmas eve. then when i was in k2... scalded my hand with boiling oil or sthg... it was another holiday.. and today's vesak day.. and i get a battered face... had better treat holidays with caution now! *grins*
ah well. am comforting myself with the thought that i'm a pain junkie now.. but the pain's coming back... ah well. shall recount to you what happened so i don't have to repeat the story again and again... so. we were having cheerleading prac. and we were even finishing already... wanted to run thru our stunts (me and charlene) so we started with the flip. i thought it was trial. she thought it was for real. and sigh. the next thing i knew was liquid in my mouth.. didn't even hurt... i wasn't even going to start crying until charlene started crying like shit... and i started too.. then of course. since it's a public holiday and all there weren't even any dentists open.. sheesh. so. got sent back home by another huishan and her friend and my aunt sent me to nuh...
it's so crappy! even tho i'm standing there clutching a bloody gauze in my mouth and the bottle of soya milk which my tooth was in, i had to clear sars tests... and after about an hour all they did was to let a nurse ask me how i fell. sheesh. and thank gdness my dad somehow managed to contact a dental surgeon who was willing to go back to help me re-attach the bloody tooth... ah well. so now the situation is this. tooth no. 21 is temporarily reattached till i get it x-rayed tmr... and even then it might not be 'externally reabsorbed'. and even if it is. it would only have a lifespan of 10 to 15 years. sigh. how lousy!!
sigh again. don't really know what to say now.. feel damn stupid... but decided i absolutely *had* to document this! haha :D like once in a lifetime... not that i particularly even *want* this one incident.. sigh. ah well. evryone's been really sweet about this but seriously. i think i'm going to be okay :):):)
btw. now haojie thinks i'm crazy cos i sounded a bit too happy in my sms-es i think :) anyway. am just hoping the swelling will subside. and i won't have to look this ugly for the rest of my life. and the whole-life-flash-before you shit? it doesn't work. or maybe i just wasn't in a lifethreatening situation... cos all there was was numbness.
oh yeah :) according to my mom. i've had like incredibly bad luck with mishaps... first time was when i was 3 or sthg... fell off the baby chair and landed on my head... it was christmas eve. then when i was in k2... scalded my hand with boiling oil or sthg... it was another holiday.. and today's vesak day.. and i get a battered face... had better treat holidays with caution now! *grins*
ah well. am comforting myself with the thought that i'm a pain junkie now.. but the pain's coming back... ah well. shall recount to you what happened so i don't have to repeat the story again and again... so. we were having cheerleading prac. and we were even finishing already... wanted to run thru our stunts (me and charlene) so we started with the flip. i thought it was trial. she thought it was for real. and sigh. the next thing i knew was liquid in my mouth.. didn't even hurt... i wasn't even going to start crying until charlene started crying like shit... and i started too.. then of course. since it's a public holiday and all there weren't even any dentists open.. sheesh. so. got sent back home by another huishan and her friend and my aunt sent me to nuh...
it's so crappy! even tho i'm standing there clutching a bloody gauze in my mouth and the bottle of soya milk which my tooth was in, i had to clear sars tests... and after about an hour all they did was to let a nurse ask me how i fell. sheesh. and thank gdness my dad somehow managed to contact a dental surgeon who was willing to go back to help me re-attach the bloody tooth... ah well. so now the situation is this. tooth no. 21 is temporarily reattached till i get it x-rayed tmr... and even then it might not be 'externally reabsorbed'. and even if it is. it would only have a lifespan of 10 to 15 years. sigh. how lousy!!
sigh again. don't really know what to say now.. feel damn stupid... but decided i absolutely *had* to document this! haha :D like once in a lifetime... not that i particularly even *want* this one incident.. sigh. ah well. evryone's been really sweet about this but seriously. i think i'm going to be okay :):):)
btw. now haojie thinks i'm crazy cos i sounded a bit too happy in my sms-es i think :) anyway. am just hoping the swelling will subside. and i won't have to look this ugly for the rest of my life. and the whole-life-flash-before you shit? it doesn't work. or maybe i just wasn't in a lifethreatening situation... cos all there was was numbness.
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
am v hungry now... waiting for supper from newton.. :) growling :D
haha :) our escapades to paopaocha are so fun :D we just sprawl outside the shop and drink bubble tea, eating nuggets and fries and whatever else and talk crap :D and with charlene and joyce ard we never seem to lack in the crapping dept! :D i mean. we *do* have the presidents of the lamest 'silly pink club' in touch with us!
sigh. pple's days can be so radically different... a brilliantly gorgeous day for someone is just the worst day of their life for another :/ life is so unfair :/ sigh.
haha :) our escapades to paopaocha are so fun :D we just sprawl outside the shop and drink bubble tea, eating nuggets and fries and whatever else and talk crap :D and with charlene and joyce ard we never seem to lack in the crapping dept! :D i mean. we *do* have the presidents of the lamest 'silly pink club' in touch with us!
sigh. pple's days can be so radically different... a brilliantly gorgeous day for someone is just the worst day of their life for another :/ life is so unfair :/ sigh.
Monday, May 12, 2003
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid: | Moderate |
| Schizoid: | Low |
| Schizotypal: | Moderate |
| Antisocial: | Low |
| Borderline: | Low |
| Histrionic: | High |
| Narcissistic: | High |
| Avoidant: | Low |
| Dependent: | Moderate |
| Obsessive-Compulsive: | Moderate |
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- | |
sigh. i think i'm screwed
Sunday, May 11, 2003
haha :) stace just msged me online to say gdnite :) how sweet :D makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside *grins*
sigh. hate tests... going to fail both math and econs... didn't study a whit. how disgusting. couldn't even find my math notes so had to make do with a 5 year old textbook that my sis had... eeeks. oh yeah. i so do *not* fish for compliments! hrmph. what an insult. bleargh.
sigh again. now lam is def going to the states.. not that she wasn't def going to the states b4 but now it's like clad in iron or sthg :/ going to miss you you twit! and you didn't even tell me and i had to read it from your blog! like hello! hrmph. ah well. not that i see her v often nowadays anyway. sigh. i don't see *anyone* v often anymore. i mean from rg. sigh. i dunno... just miss the crazy purple classroom and the cockroach condo that really stinked. speaking of which.. where *is* our yearbook?? how inefficient...
ah well. mg dance night is on july dunno what. anyone wants to go? cos my mom's in charge of dance this year, so i guess it's rather easy to get tics... whatever :) it's after block tests i think. today's efforts to study maths was utterly thwarted by lovely bones... sigh. it's v touching i guess.. you have to read it to understand what i mean... sigh. first book i've read in a long time that made me cry :/ hrmph. quite a nice feeling despite everything... just curling up in my couch and reading and crying :) except i was also v sad cos the edges of the cover was bent... hate that! eeeks.
anyway. song stuck in my head today :) fire by des'ree and babyface :) nthg to do whatsoever with my msg-ing program but oh-so-catchy :D
Oh when we kiss
I'm on fire
Your tenderness gives me desire
I can't resist (I can't resist)
your tender lips (your tender lips)
When we kiss (When we kiss, oh, baby)
Ooh - Fire (oh, oh)
Fire
haha :) the typical fire-desire thing :) how appropriate that des'ree sang it :D
sigh. hate tests... going to fail both math and econs... didn't study a whit. how disgusting. couldn't even find my math notes so had to make do with a 5 year old textbook that my sis had... eeeks. oh yeah. i so do *not* fish for compliments! hrmph. what an insult. bleargh.
sigh again. now lam is def going to the states.. not that she wasn't def going to the states b4 but now it's like clad in iron or sthg :/ going to miss you you twit! and you didn't even tell me and i had to read it from your blog! like hello! hrmph. ah well. not that i see her v often nowadays anyway. sigh. i don't see *anyone* v often anymore. i mean from rg. sigh. i dunno... just miss the crazy purple classroom and the cockroach condo that really stinked. speaking of which.. where *is* our yearbook?? how inefficient...
ah well. mg dance night is on july dunno what. anyone wants to go? cos my mom's in charge of dance this year, so i guess it's rather easy to get tics... whatever :) it's after block tests i think. today's efforts to study maths was utterly thwarted by lovely bones... sigh. it's v touching i guess.. you have to read it to understand what i mean... sigh. first book i've read in a long time that made me cry :/ hrmph. quite a nice feeling despite everything... just curling up in my couch and reading and crying :) except i was also v sad cos the edges of the cover was bent... hate that! eeeks.
anyway. song stuck in my head today :) fire by des'ree and babyface :) nthg to do whatsoever with my msg-ing program but oh-so-catchy :D
Oh when we kiss
I'm on fire
Your tenderness gives me desire
I can't resist (I can't resist)
your tender lips (your tender lips)
When we kiss (When we kiss, oh, baby)
Ooh - Fire (oh, oh)
Fire
haha :) the typical fire-desire thing :) how appropriate that des'ree sang it :D
Saturday, May 10, 2003
ok... so i'm a bit slow noticing the poem :) but ah well... damn tired today... hope everyone's matches went well! *grins* had disgusting sat diagnostic.. like the crappiest thing ever! sigh. was so tired i was dozing off between sections.. how horrendous. then had piano and then had to go back to school for cheerleading! aargh.
oh. but v fun! i love flipping! after the first few unfortunate attempts where i landed damn painfully on my bum and went totally hysterical... i actually landed on my feet! how novel! but now my ankles hurt from the impact... eeeks. haha :) actually. it was charlene that had to work really hard... flipping me... letting me stand on her and stuff... after a while she just couldn't take it anymore... poor girl! :):):) i was just so high from flipping :)
yesterday was brilliant! met up with like many many many pple! :D and got my v weird present... despite reassurances from hweeying, anna and yingling that i look fine in the skirt lynette kahli jane and co gave me i just totally think i look like a sushi bar waitress... sigh. it's just pretty weird.. as in it looks cool in theory... but when i wear it i just ermm. yeah. whatever :/ haha :) the dance night was pretty cool... as in it was too short lah but i loved the mj dance and the syf dance was pretty cool despite the moaning voice... and the rest were pretty cool i guess... oh yeah :D loved the one with the drums! yay :) fantastic drummer :D
ah well.
aaargh. have to study math and econs... test on monday! and i haven't touched it at all.. and am going to eat steamboat buffet lunch if we actually do... and mother's day dinner.... screwed man... :/ i actually still think my hair's pretty weird... am becoming totally obsessed abt it already... :/ ah well. as evryone has been comforting me... hair grows :/ i think. oh. bitchy bingyi. i wore glasses to school today and he said i looked dreadful!!! what a *&%$%@#$ hrmph. whatever!!! shall go study now.
oh. but v fun! i love flipping! after the first few unfortunate attempts where i landed damn painfully on my bum and went totally hysterical... i actually landed on my feet! how novel! but now my ankles hurt from the impact... eeeks. haha :) actually. it was charlene that had to work really hard... flipping me... letting me stand on her and stuff... after a while she just couldn't take it anymore... poor girl! :):):) i was just so high from flipping :)
yesterday was brilliant! met up with like many many many pple! :D and got my v weird present... despite reassurances from hweeying, anna and yingling that i look fine in the skirt lynette kahli jane and co gave me i just totally think i look like a sushi bar waitress... sigh. it's just pretty weird.. as in it looks cool in theory... but when i wear it i just ermm. yeah. whatever :/ haha :) the dance night was pretty cool... as in it was too short lah but i loved the mj dance and the syf dance was pretty cool despite the moaning voice... and the rest were pretty cool i guess... oh yeah :D loved the one with the drums! yay :) fantastic drummer :D
ah well.
aaargh. have to study math and econs... test on monday! and i haven't touched it at all.. and am going to eat steamboat buffet lunch if we actually do... and mother's day dinner.... screwed man... :/ i actually still think my hair's pretty weird... am becoming totally obsessed abt it already... :/ ah well. as evryone has been comforting me... hair grows :/ i think. oh. bitchy bingyi. i wore glasses to school today and he said i looked dreadful!!! what a *&%$%@#$ hrmph. whatever!!! shall go study now.
Thursday, May 08, 2003
i'm v sad... evrytime i look in the mirror i see a shorn sheep :/ hrmph. so unused to it! haven't got such a short do in like eons!!! haha :D shall think of all the bald canoe guys in comfort :) their heads are so nice and fuzzy! it's like a furry sticker :):):) and it seems as if bald guys tend to rub their heads a lot more! and it's so comical!!! :D haha... oh yeah :D was in the library when i read judith's comment :) how happy-inducing! hehe :D laughed a bit too loud i think... many pple turned round to stare at me :)
fuzzy showed this to me today... positive i've seen it somewhere before but first time i've really read it properly :)
He wishes for the cloths of heaven
Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly, because you tread on my dreams.
-- William Butler Yeats
fuzzy showed this to me today... positive i've seen it somewhere before but first time i've really read it properly :)
Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet:
But I, being poor, have only my dreams;
I have spread my dreams under your feet;
Tread softly, because you tread on my dreams.
-- William Butler Yeats
Wednesday, May 07, 2003
just went to get my hair cut... i guess the word to describe it would be 'uhoh'... haha :) sigh. now my hair is chin length and makes my look totally ermm. studious. to say it in the nicest way possible... oh.. i love book fairs :) there's one in hc now and we're getting 15 bucks subsidies from some edusave grant... and i really want to get the tennyson poem collection! it's utterly gorgeous... and aaargh :) haha :) either that or saki... but saki's seven plus and tennyson is like 17... eeks. ah well. whatever :D love book fairs anyhow
sigh. am growing fat! in the wrong places :/ imagine! i'm growing a double chin... or more accurately... my double chin is growing fatter :/ of the grossest things! :) haha. this sounds damn boliao.. but i am! sigh. anyway. have got nightcrawler on my desktop now... oh.. anyway. don't you think mystique is damn cool? she's so pretty :) and has got such a great figure too :D ah well :) shall go do sthg constructive now... other than finding more ways just to keep staring at my powerbook :) (which. to my frustration, is burning up under my wrists now :/
sigh. am growing fat! in the wrong places :/ imagine! i'm growing a double chin... or more accurately... my double chin is growing fatter :/ of the grossest things! :) haha. this sounds damn boliao.. but i am! sigh. anyway. have got nightcrawler on my desktop now... oh.. anyway. don't you think mystique is damn cool? she's so pretty :) and has got such a great figure too :D ah well :) shall go do sthg constructive now... other than finding more ways just to keep staring at my powerbook :) (which. to my frustration, is burning up under my wrists now :/
Monday, May 05, 2003
haha :) so happy! we finally finished the mad dance for track and field! hehe :D yeah man! and i can actually remember the steps! *grins* and during prac today, we decided to choreograph a new mass dance for hc! :D perhaps we can do it for cip! *grins* then we'll finally have a decent mass dance...
eeeks. 2.4 tomorrow! i better not fail... otherwise i'll have to go for remedial pe!! like wth!!! aaargh. and i utterly detest running :/ shall pia i guess. hrmph. whatever. just get it over and done with! *grrrr*
shall go do my long wen2 shrink short and understand-answer now. hate chinese hate chinese hate chinese....
eeeks. 2.4 tomorrow! i better not fail... otherwise i'll have to go for remedial pe!! like wth!!! aaargh. and i utterly detest running :/ shall pia i guess. hrmph. whatever. just get it over and done with! *grrrr*
shall go do my long wen2 shrink short and understand-answer now. hate chinese hate chinese hate chinese....
Sunday, May 04, 2003
Mystique (Raven Darkholme):
Powers: Shapeshifting
What X-Men character are you?
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Saturday, May 03, 2003
how crappy! sigh. fire does not support multiple user msging!! so now i'm stuck talking to yl and anna on separate windows!!! and they have to constantly copy and paste my replies so that the other person can see it.. damn complicated... and stressful!!! sigh... and no one knows what i'm talking abt cos the conversation is damn disjointed.... eeeks.
oh :) today was fun... finally went out with lam! and then went to yl's house with anna and lam and lam played lotr on the ps2 :D damn fun!!! haha... course... aragorn/lam was cowardly and ran ard wimpishly :) which is tons better than aragorn/me... who kept getting killed by the cave troll in like 5 seconds! eeeks.not cut out to play games... oh.. i love the grimm's fairy tales :D of course. so far i've only read the first one... the frog -kind /iron henry... quite dumb actually.. bout the frog who picks up the golden ball for the princess and demands to accompany her for everything she does... then when she slams him against the wall he becomes a prince.. and henry is his manservant... who, when the prince turned into a frog, caused 3 iron bands to be formed around his heart to prevent it from bursting with grief... then as he and the princess were in the carriage, they heard sounds of iron bars breaking, and it was the iron bands ard henry's heart breaking :/
interlude: 4-1 to manu!!! ruud hat trick :D
nvm... recently discovered that there is such a thing as animatrix... like eeks! why did i nv know this??? sigh. ah well :) the first episode's pretty cool! yay :) shall go and play isketch now with anna and yl and pple i dunno...
oh :) today was fun... finally went out with lam! and then went to yl's house with anna and lam and lam played lotr on the ps2 :D damn fun!!! haha... course... aragorn/lam was cowardly and ran ard wimpishly :) which is tons better than aragorn/me... who kept getting killed by the cave troll in like 5 seconds! eeeks.not cut out to play games... oh.. i love the grimm's fairy tales :D of course. so far i've only read the first one... the frog -kind /iron henry... quite dumb actually.. bout the frog who picks up the golden ball for the princess and demands to accompany her for everything she does... then when she slams him against the wall he becomes a prince.. and henry is his manservant... who, when the prince turned into a frog, caused 3 iron bands to be formed around his heart to prevent it from bursting with grief... then as he and the princess were in the carriage, they heard sounds of iron bars breaking, and it was the iron bands ard henry's heart breaking :/
interlude: 4-1 to manu!!! ruud hat trick :D
nvm... recently discovered that there is such a thing as animatrix... like eeks! why did i nv know this??? sigh. ah well :) the first episode's pretty cool! yay :) shall go and play isketch now with anna and yl and pple i dunno...
Friday, May 02, 2003
haha :) just came back from touch :D today was a deliriously happy day! birthdays are such nice things to have :):):) thanks everyone who was so nice to me today :)
ok. so the day started with fred and alvin giving me this top... which, in addition to the fact that it's shockingly pink and skimpy, is ultra tiny (an xs masquerading as an m!) !! imagine my shock :D but quite flattering to think that they think i'm actually small sized... tho of course. fred's rationale is that it's always better to give a m-size to s1 than a L. which i agree with but damn ripcurl for making such small tops!
then yay :) shirley (one of my many 'les' partners:) and fangxi gave me these funkily bright orange laces :) yay... shall spruce up some of my old shoes which actually have shoelaces.... or tie it on my bag or sthg :D yay :D and waikit gave me this pendant and a v v cute notepad :D oh ohoh.... must remember to mention vincent's damn funny note :D typical vince's style... my dearest xiao shanshan... like eeks! haha :D and the rest of the note went on in this vein... damn funny :) maybe shall frame it up :) to remind me of the horrifyingly 'flirtatious' vincent.. quite freaky...ah well. all this meant that i was in utterly no mood to study for the econs essay.... so when it came i was like totally screwed! talking about screwed for tests... heard that many pple got o-s for physics test!!! aargh!!! what am i going to do? sigh. how sad.
but anyway. despite hoping all afternoon for rain so that touch would be cancelled (it didn't) i enjoyed touch muchos :D and after some hard wrangling, managed to get karen to treat us to paopao cha! how fun :D haha :) so of course. on the way i was crapping with melissa and huilin and melissa said that i look and behave like an auntie!!!! horror of horrors! me! auntie! aaargh.. shall nv live it down... hrmph. ah well.
x2 is so bloody cool!!! ahh... of course. the little girl who had the supersonic voice just totally reminded me of charlene... not for size or anything *grins* but cos they're both in possession of an ultra scary voice.... :P i *love* wolverine! haha... mmm. except anna paquin didn't look as pretty in this one as she did in the last one! sthg wrong with the teeth or sthg.. :/
anyhow. shall post this now. and hope it appears....
ok. so the day started with fred and alvin giving me this top... which, in addition to the fact that it's shockingly pink and skimpy, is ultra tiny (an xs masquerading as an m!) !! imagine my shock :D but quite flattering to think that they think i'm actually small sized... tho of course. fred's rationale is that it's always better to give a m-size to s1 than a L. which i agree with but damn ripcurl for making such small tops!
then yay :) shirley (one of my many 'les' partners:) and fangxi gave me these funkily bright orange laces :) yay... shall spruce up some of my old shoes which actually have shoelaces.... or tie it on my bag or sthg :D yay :D and waikit gave me this pendant and a v v cute notepad :D oh ohoh.... must remember to mention vincent's damn funny note :D typical vince's style... my dearest xiao shanshan... like eeks! haha :D and the rest of the note went on in this vein... damn funny :) maybe shall frame it up :) to remind me of the horrifyingly 'flirtatious' vincent.. quite freaky...ah well. all this meant that i was in utterly no mood to study for the econs essay.... so when it came i was like totally screwed! talking about screwed for tests... heard that many pple got o-s for physics test!!! aargh!!! what am i going to do? sigh. how sad.
but anyway. despite hoping all afternoon for rain so that touch would be cancelled (it didn't) i enjoyed touch muchos :D and after some hard wrangling, managed to get karen to treat us to paopao cha! how fun :D haha :) so of course. on the way i was crapping with melissa and huilin and melissa said that i look and behave like an auntie!!!! horror of horrors! me! auntie! aaargh.. shall nv live it down... hrmph. ah well.
x2 is so bloody cool!!! ahh... of course. the little girl who had the supersonic voice just totally reminded me of charlene... not for size or anything *grins* but cos they're both in possession of an ultra scary voice.... :P i *love* wolverine! haha... mmm. except anna paquin didn't look as pretty in this one as she did in the last one! sthg wrong with the teeth or sthg.. :/
anyhow. shall post this now. and hope it appears....