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it's been hot hot hot and v hot.. heat that leeches all your strength out of you and all your determination to get things *done* just sublimes... never to be seen again. i can't believe my year is so action packed :/ like hello? aaargh. i know i've been moaning about this to just about evry1 i've been talking to --- 1 week to sats, 3 weeks to piano, 4 weeks to block tests... and all that. just utterly *aaaargh* don't even know what to say. what's with this year?? sigh. too much excitement for my weak heart :/

ah well. let me attempt to cheer myself up.
can't.

oh :) looking at my classblog makes me happy :D i love the template! sixnine.blogspot.com :D go look... cept of course there aren't any posts. at all. of interest at least... cos errmmm. as of now. there are all of 4 members.. one of them being me :/ how disgusting. waste my time.

had the oasis interview today for the australian science summer school prog... then mr pang said i looked v diff from my photo... sigh. said i looked fatter in my photo... *grrr* ah well. accordingly to evryone i look v skinny... which i don't think so... which i suppose is just a problem with my mental self-image... have no idea. i guess it's something abt the light :D light rays bend around me and create an illusion that i am skinnier than i really am! cos i really think i look normal... which people say is not the case :/ sigh.

whatever. this is so trivial i wanna puke :/ evryone around me seems to be having problems with one thing or another, more often than not with all the relationship crap or just general stupidity of certain people around them... sigh. i hate sounding angsty and eeeeks. ah well. anyway. tmr going to watch the bball matches:) yay... gd luck to yall :)