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uploading photos. such a chore :/ anyway. you'll see them here
i think you'll have to login to see 'em.. sorry :P just that it was the nicest plc to upload them to and yahoophotos wouldn't work. ah well.

haven't felt like blogging much. no thoughts deeper than a puddle to muse about. no special incident i wanna shout about. life's been so-so. melbourne was fun but i already talked about it.. so i lost all impetus to gush/whine/complain about it here. wait for me to gain some momentum for that :)

anyway. i always used to think i was really emotional and crybaby and all that. and now i realise that only beautifully packaged images on film tug at me like that. shift it all into reality and i cease to feel the pain/regret/love/yearning. everyone around me talks about how much they -feel- about things, and i just smile/nod and agree, cos it's so much easier to. just a coldhearted bitch here thankyou. and happy to be so.