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new target: 8 litres of water a day :) according to cousin. who, due to water parades during ns, swears that stuffing yourself to water does wonders to complexion. :D

i hereby christen today the day of guilt :/ sigh. long long story. suffice to say, classmate did incredibly sweet thing today that made me feel so guilty for being petulant and unreasonable. it wasn't even my fault cos i reserve the right to be petulant and unreasonable when i want to and not have to feel guilty for indulging myself :( but. still.. v sweet. in both senses of the word.

and then :/ pissed my mom off.. it's little stuff like not carrying an umbrella that has disastrous consequences in our relationship :( she came to fetch me and it was pouring outside. hc has zero shelter and so she got really really wet. and and it's horrible seeing her picking her way through the puddles and knowing that i could have saved her the drenching. sigh. got a stress headache on the way back and managed to contrive to feel like i was in need of good curling up under the covers.

i really don't need all this crap when i'm trying to study for my promos. thank you v much. why does all this stuff surface at critical moments! sigh. fine. test my fortitude :/ just hope i don't crumble and die. hrmph.