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if my body did what my mind told it to do i'd be well versed in the entire j1 syllabus by now :/ as it is.... i hate this feeling of KNOWING i'm supposed to be studying and yet getting constantly distracted!! i have so little willpower it's pathetic. sigh. i tell myself. yeah promos are in 2 weeks. and then anne maccaffrey makes a sudden reappearance with all her gorgeous dragons. and the piano with pathetique sonata, and the com (which i have managed to shut out for most of the week :) and... i dunno :/ just many many distractions!

ah well :) on happy happy note... was at coro on friday after pw interview when i received msg :) yay! i got 80 for french :P was delirious :) might have been the oreo milkshake but i was v high :) crashed quite quickly tho once i realised i had to go home to mug :/

it's really really ironic. maybe it reflects the *ahem* level of chinese in rg :) in hc everyone treats me like some english-speaking nut who can't speak mandarin for nuts (which i can, btw!) and then in rg my chinese is considered ok standard :) ah well :) i hate chinese now cos it represents 2hours wasted each week, more hours wasted on doing lousy zuowens, and horrible prospect of doing two ao papers in november :/


i love swimming now :) all over again. the languorous stretching and slow swimming that is :) am not a v competent swimmer so i content myself with doing slow laps in the pool.. but more and more frequently i find myself thinking about studies and stuff while i swim. which is so intrusive! woould he *please* stay out of my mind while i'm in the water! aaargh. ah well :) it's lovely swimming in the evening when the sun sets :) i get in the water when the sun is still up and i haul myself out when it gets dark and the pool lights come on, casting eerie green glows in the pool. and it's even lovelier in the morning :) cos in addition to the utterly refreshing cold cold water that startles me awake, i actually have the sense of achievement of having woken up early on a sunday morning. but i have to abstain from swimming from a week :/ to give my mangled ankle a much needed rest to allow it to heal properly (this time) :)

i love you all dears :)