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whoa... can't stand it... realised i need many hours a sleep a day!! for me to wake up at 6, i need to sleep at 10. if i sleep at 12, i wake at 10... how sad is that? one more reason i can add to my list of 'why i can never become a doctor'. sigh. i'm practical to a fault regarding my career choices really.... after watching healing hands... i *really* wanted to be an a&e doctor --- yups. the risks, the adrenaline and all. or a medic ( that was from watching third watch) anyway. so i really wanted to be a doctor...

and then i thought: eons in medical school, waking and sleeping with my cadaver (which doesn't sound so bad :), ermmm... cutting open real life pple... (tt would be a killer.. sorry.. pardon bad puns :) and the fact that real people die whenever i make mistakes... *sigh* i guess i'm just not made out to be a doctor :/ hrmph. oh yeah. and did i say i freak out whenever people around me are in pain? yups.