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i feel utterly miserable. just lost my wallet. probably koped by some freaking bastard who deserves to have his hands chopped off. gods! this year has been disgustingly awful. i'm jinxed :/ and my mom sure lets me know it...

was feeling totally out of it by the time i got home. in taxi, paid for by lam. got in the house and first thing i saw was that blank face of hers that simply meant that she was incredibly pissed off. told me that my dad was angry cos so many things have happened to me this year --- first it was the accident, then recently leaving my phone in bishan. and the culmination of all the small little things that have managed to get them all riled up. and now i'm shit screwed lah. my mom's going to ground me. i'm all depressed and it's not as if this is entirely my fault. screw this shit.

i want things to go back to the way they were. where my mom trusted me. where i had my wallet. where things don't keep happening to me. and weird horrible crap at that. i want it all back. will you give it back to me?