eeeks... just went to get my hc uniform... horrors of horrors!!! i look like a walking khaki-coloured piece of board! aargh... i'm a walking cardboard!! eeeks. i'm totally disgusted.. is there *any* way i can change school now? *pleading look*
speaking of which... i was at beautyworld just now.. and happened to see waikit going down the escalator --- actually, i saw his hair first *then* i saw him :) i leaned over the escalator going upwards and said hi to him and nearly got decapitated!! aaargh... my head was like nearly caught between the 2 escalators.. talk about sad :) imagine my eulogy: her friendly and outgoing nature was to ultimately be her downfall.... *sighs*
Cloudy Boracay
Monday, March 31, 2003
is angst really all that fashionable? i mean... i totally cannot stand it when people think that their life is all screwed up and somehow that's just chic. it's so unbelievably egotistical and self-centred. ah well. not that i should even be talking about such self-centredness cos i perenially think that my life is all screwed up. *sigh*
anyway. anyone watched gan1 chai2 lie4 huo3 yesterday? v funny :) and v sweet... if only when we could scream out all our frustrations into a bottle of water and pour it all away and then it'd be as if nthg bad had ever happened... then everyone would be bouncy and happy and no one would ever be sad :/ *if only* :)
to my dearest biter: don't ever be so doubtful bout yourself and your decisions... cos i was *totally* regretting ever choosing hc science instead of hc humans/rj science.. the first few days were an absolute horror... being by myself in an alien world. so relax. things always turn out if not for the best then for the better k :) you just got to wait for pple to tune into the same wavelength as you yups? love ya :)
anyway. anyone watched gan1 chai2 lie4 huo3 yesterday? v funny :) and v sweet... if only when we could scream out all our frustrations into a bottle of water and pour it all away and then it'd be as if nthg bad had ever happened... then everyone would be bouncy and happy and no one would ever be sad :/ *if only* :)
to my dearest biter: don't ever be so doubtful bout yourself and your decisions... cos i was *totally* regretting ever choosing hc science instead of hc humans/rj science.. the first few days were an absolute horror... being by myself in an alien world. so relax. things always turn out if not for the best then for the better k :) you just got to wait for pple to tune into the same wavelength as you yups? love ya :)
Sunday, March 30, 2003
remember when i said i was super duper bored? yups. this is the result of it.
go to : similarminds to do a compatibility test :D
go to : similarminds to do a compatibility test :D
Saturday, March 29, 2003
gawds... this is *so* sad... stuck at home means that the computer is my only reprieve from endless boredom!! i mean... they could at least have better tv shows seeing as we're supposed to be cooped up at home anyway right? i must have republished this blog over a hundred times tinkering with the setup and stuff... *sigh* so now i have a tagboard *and* comments when yesterday there was zilch... is that efficiency for you or what? :D
hmmm. this ennneagram thing is only partially correct i think... ok... 7w8 is pretty true... cept for the consummate partier part... i almost *nv* party... tho of course i think i'll really enjoy myself if i actually went full out :) and 6w7 is really weird.. i mean which of you would believe that i'm introverted?! but yeah... i'm more prone to anger than to fear... and if i really liked someone, i won't ever tell anyone... i have zilch self control but i have no idea if i would be unfaithful in a relationship.... and *definitely* i do not 'sleep little'.... i sleep at least 10-12 hours a day! if that's little... i really have nthg to say.... and anyway... what does the number of hours i sleep have to do with anything? sighs.
oh. i would talk about sandman now but i'm pretty tired... and i stink. so i need a bath... haha :) ah well. at least today has been a productive day in terms of web usage :) i *swear* i'll start practising my piano and doing my physics from tomorrow onwards.
hmmm. this ennneagram thing is only partially correct i think... ok... 7w8 is pretty true... cept for the consummate partier part... i almost *nv* party... tho of course i think i'll really enjoy myself if i actually went full out :) and 6w7 is really weird.. i mean which of you would believe that i'm introverted?! but yeah... i'm more prone to anger than to fear... and if i really liked someone, i won't ever tell anyone... i have zilch self control but i have no idea if i would be unfaithful in a relationship.... and *definitely* i do not 'sleep little'.... i sleep at least 10-12 hours a day! if that's little... i really have nthg to say.... and anyway... what does the number of hours i sleep have to do with anything? sighs.
oh. i would talk about sandman now but i'm pretty tired... and i stink. so i need a bath... haha :) ah well. at least today has been a productive day in terms of web usage :) i *swear* i'll start practising my piano and doing my physics from tomorrow onwards.
just came back from badminton... *sigh* guess i'm not cut out to be like camilla martin *grins* not that i'm surprised mind you :) ah well. at least it's kinda considered physical activity.. to counter all that inactivity in front of my com screen *sigh* my stamina is non-existent... haha :) but i guess no one is surprised by that if you've ever seen me run my 2.4 :)
hmmm... read the blog of someone i know yesterday night... never *ever* realised he was in such a bad state... recently broke up or sthg :( quite freaky. being uninitiated to all that crap about lurrrrve all this is really quite scary.... ah well. nvm. unsettled me for the night tho... *sighs*
oh. just got my blog template proper! isn't is nice? haha :) spent eons doing this... but haha :) worth it! staying at home these few days have at least allowed me to get my stuff properly done... my photo journal now has nice pics of everyone! it's totally brilliant :) always feel like laughing when i see 'em pictures...
oh yeah. if anyone sees this please either tell aman and des or remind me to tell them: aman owes me photos we took during last few days of school.. and i still wanna get dear boys #12/13 from des :/ dying of boredom here (ermm. sounds pretty familiar :D)
hmmm... read the blog of someone i know yesterday night... never *ever* realised he was in such a bad state... recently broke up or sthg :( quite freaky. being uninitiated to all that crap about lurrrrve all this is really quite scary.... ah well. nvm. unsettled me for the night tho... *sighs*
oh. just got my blog template proper! isn't is nice? haha :) spent eons doing this... but haha :) worth it! staying at home these few days have at least allowed me to get my stuff properly done... my photo journal now has nice pics of everyone! it's totally brilliant :) always feel like laughing when i see 'em pictures...
oh yeah. if anyone sees this please either tell aman and des or remind me to tell them: aman owes me photos we took during last few days of school.. and i still wanna get dear boys #12/13 from des :/ dying of boredom here (ermm. sounds pretty familiar :D)
Friday, March 28, 2003
2nd day of sars break and i'm already *dying* of boredom... i so desperately want to go out and shoot some pool :/ yesterday with the seniors, today with ermm. des i think... but my mom is totally restricting movements outside of home... so. well. and now my sis can't even go out on dates. anyway. due to the excess time i have just languishing in my hands: i have found out that: the sars/atypical pneumonia is now the corona viral pneumonia. or sthg like that. caused by a corona virus *duh* yups. and when you go out, don't touch your eyes, nose or mouth. yups. sigh. sian diao!!
hmmm. what have i been doing.... oh yeah :) yesterday was clean-up-my room day... haha :) was sneezing continuously due to the thick layer of dust all over *everything*
v happily stuck my lotr poster on my wall *finally* but it is tragically the v ugly fotr movie poster... so now i have frodo looking morosely at me whenver i sleep :) so happy :) oh yeah... and found a bundle of photos from dance and all the assorted outings we had *grins* ever noticed that looking at photos with happy pple in it just automatically makes you so happy? i was grinning from ear to ear as i was looking at *that* lam photo and general stuff :) wait... i'll go play daidee now... continue with this later :)
hmmm. what have i been doing.... oh yeah :) yesterday was clean-up-my room day... haha :) was sneezing continuously due to the thick layer of dust all over *everything*
v happily stuck my lotr poster on my wall *finally* but it is tragically the v ugly fotr movie poster... so now i have frodo looking morosely at me whenver i sleep :) so happy :) oh yeah... and found a bundle of photos from dance and all the assorted outings we had *grins* ever noticed that looking at photos with happy pple in it just automatically makes you so happy? i was grinning from ear to ear as i was looking at *that* lam photo and general stuff :) wait... i'll go play daidee now... continue with this later :)
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
brilliant.. whatever :) have just succumbed to peer pressure and set up a blog of mine very own... ah well.today was.... blah blah as usual. filled with disappointments, interspersed with some strenuous physical activities. yups.actually. i guess it's not *too* bad lah... but still. i hate this whole second intake thing! do they like enjoy torturing people or what? yes, life is filled with disappointments but they don't have to rub it in our faces right? ah well.
i'll stop sounding so bloody pessimistic now. guess what? haha :) i won the bloody gaudy t-shirt day for touch! :):) haha :) during training we
were supposed to wear our most lan4 most disgusting most gaudy shirt :) i wore fareena's friend's utterly disgusting shirt and won!! *grins* 20 bucks worth of borders vouchers *grins* imagine this: (this is, btw, exactly what lynn saw...) you're walking towards the chinese high field. you look around for the touch team and immediatlely you spot this bright orange person [that is, beside a jingjun who was practically glow in the dark with fluorescent green and pink outfit]. you are horrified, but as you *have* to go for training, you venture a bit further. the bright orange dot, as it grows larger, spots you and waves. you squint a little against the sun and see: haha :) me.... wearing a damn baggy auntie blouse made of what looks suspiciously like a bright orange table cloth with huge evil looking sunflowers..... *grins* yups. i wore it throughout training... but i guess at least my eyes weren't the ones being assaulted at every turn :)
hmm. oh yeah. i passed my swimming assessment! beginners only... but good enough :) i swam like only 2 laps of breaststroke and 1 lap of front crawl... which i utterly suck at... afterwhich, we had a physics test... eeeks. going to fail... having *not* touched physics in the last week or so *and* having played bridge during quite a few physics lectures.... you get the drift.
i think i'm pretty volatile these few days.... blew up quite a few times at pple all round... sigh. hate that. but it scarily imparts me a feeling of being in charge of my own life. not being pushed around by pple. sigh. yups. i totally have a warped sense of the world. whatever.
oh :) i think i'm going to volunteer at rda... sounds utterly brilliant. shall not crap more.... will think of more stuff some other day :):)
i'll stop sounding so bloody pessimistic now. guess what? haha :) i won the bloody gaudy t-shirt day for touch! :):) haha :) during training we
were supposed to wear our most lan4 most disgusting most gaudy shirt :) i wore fareena's friend's utterly disgusting shirt and won!! *grins* 20 bucks worth of borders vouchers *grins* imagine this: (this is, btw, exactly what lynn saw...) you're walking towards the chinese high field. you look around for the touch team and immediatlely you spot this bright orange person [that is, beside a jingjun who was practically glow in the dark with fluorescent green and pink outfit]. you are horrified, but as you *have* to go for training, you venture a bit further. the bright orange dot, as it grows larger, spots you and waves. you squint a little against the sun and see: haha :) me.... wearing a damn baggy auntie blouse made of what looks suspiciously like a bright orange table cloth with huge evil looking sunflowers..... *grins* yups. i wore it throughout training... but i guess at least my eyes weren't the ones being assaulted at every turn :)
hmm. oh yeah. i passed my swimming assessment! beginners only... but good enough :) i swam like only 2 laps of breaststroke and 1 lap of front crawl... which i utterly suck at... afterwhich, we had a physics test... eeeks. going to fail... having *not* touched physics in the last week or so *and* having played bridge during quite a few physics lectures.... you get the drift.
i think i'm pretty volatile these few days.... blew up quite a few times at pple all round... sigh. hate that. but it scarily imparts me a feeling of being in charge of my own life. not being pushed around by pple. sigh. yups. i totally have a warped sense of the world. whatever.
oh :) i think i'm going to volunteer at rda... sounds utterly brilliant. shall not crap more.... will think of more stuff some other day :):)