things get happier towards the end :) the chinese sure got it right when they made dinner tables round instead of loooong :D the first time we've ever had a chinese dinner together. and it's freaking ex la.. the next time we go out we're just going to have plain ol' tze cha. right. however you spell it! anyway. it's really really fun :) somehow things start to pick up and everything starts getting laced with a tinge of i-don't-wanna-go-but-i-have-to. so then a frenzied session of chatting crazily about -stuff- just wraps up everything nicely.
mwahahaha :) today was a major improvement over regular des'house gatherings. well. we were still stuck at s1's house but at least this time we had pretty great food and damn funky gossip session :D we mauled two hot chicks :P and sushi and tons of fruit and oodles of noodles. and bridged and gossipped and went nuts. it's just plain wondrous to get to -talk- to people who think the same way. and hilarious when they don't :)
cryptic messages are so fun! but ah well. i don't get to do that often cos inevitably s1 will understand me. sighhh :) haha.. it's amazing how weilin and us have 'class gatherings' when we didn't even really talk to each other for a couple of years after p6 la... :) and i have terrible head for names. i don't even remember half the gossip i hear cos i simply can't remember their names :/ how pathetic! bah. terrible.
it's pure joy to be able to just sit down and talk about just anything with a bunch of pple who think the same way as you do :) i love ya all babes! :P
Cloudy Boracay
Thursday, October 23, 2003
tireds.... ah well. :) reverted back to a little rg girl today :D it's v happy you know. i'm in my pinafore and i can run and jump and sit in anyway i want! much nicer than the hc skirt :) but unfortunately :( my jinxed nike bag has lost my shirt this time :/ so now i have one extra skirt with no top. sigh. yesterday my bag swallowed up the dance cd so that me *and* chaneng couldn't find the cd at all despite repeated searches... then charlene came and whipped it out of my bag where it was not supposed to be. hrmph.
open house is soooo boring. nthg much happens. cept for me standing with charlene in the middle of the central plaza with the sun blazing being stupid and taping the performance :/ i cramped from trying to hold the vidcam still... ah well.
open house is soooo boring. nthg much happens. cept for me standing with charlene in the middle of the central plaza with the sun blazing being stupid and taping the performance :/ i cramped from trying to hold the vidcam still... ah well.
Tuesday, October 21, 2003
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bah. i have nothing to do. i don't have the written report so how? damn. sighhh. plus. i'm tired and bored. and there's no one online who wants to talk to me :/ gosh. that sounds pathetic. seems like my life is reallllllly boring. especially since i seem to be living lam's life vicariously. which is so much moremore fun :P
damn. stupid teasing is getting to new heights in class!! sighhh.. SOME pple in class have nothing better to do! haha. but yeah. they are... rather creative i must say. quite hilarious. at my expense. i wanna dig a hole and crawl into it sometimes when they get... coarse :) ah well. what'm i supposed to do with my class!!
ah well. disregard that. i love my class anyhow :) oh dear. ok. i don't like smses. they are so. insidious... i'm positive i've smsed totally off my limit :/ cos pple keep smsing me stupid stuff and i'm utterly obliged to answer. sighh. that sucks. i'm a slave to my phone :(
ok. shit damn fuck. i hate news like *that*. oh dearie me. i better ming2 zhe2 bao3 shen1 :(
bah. i have nothing to do. i don't have the written report so how? damn. sighhh. plus. i'm tired and bored. and there's no one online who wants to talk to me :/ gosh. that sounds pathetic. seems like my life is reallllllly boring. especially since i seem to be living lam's life vicariously. which is so much moremore fun :P
damn. stupid teasing is getting to new heights in class!! sighhh.. SOME pple in class have nothing better to do! haha. but yeah. they are... rather creative i must say. quite hilarious. at my expense. i wanna dig a hole and crawl into it sometimes when they get... coarse :) ah well. what'm i supposed to do with my class!!
ah well. disregard that. i love my class anyhow :) oh dear. ok. i don't like smses. they are so. insidious... i'm positive i've smsed totally off my limit :/ cos pple keep smsing me stupid stuff and i'm utterly obliged to answer. sighh. that sucks. i'm a slave to my phone :(
ok. shit damn fuck. i hate news like *that*. oh dearie me. i better ming2 zhe2 bao3 shen1 :(
Sunday, October 19, 2003
oh dearie me. practically all the girls in my class are down with flu! and ermm. unfortunately with similar symptoms as me... i do hope i was not the fluspreader... but still. fos tmr. and none of us fit! sigh :) at least it's just for fun :) reminds me of our promise to ms ting... one goal in each match was that it? haha... and we were *ahem* good to our promise...
Saturday, October 18, 2003
haha :) sometimes cleaning out cupboards can be so rewarding :P imagine finding crappy stuff from sec 2 sitting in one corner happily screaming
The New Moospaper 11th May 2000
Outbreak of Mad Cow Disease in Small Rural Village
i don't even remember what is was for :) just that it's in lam's handwriting and i vaguely remember her and anna passing it to me sometime :) it's hilarious... maybe should transcribe it but. too lazy :)
plus. also found random bitching comments at the back of rough paper from. sometime :) haha...
me: i can't stand tchrs with those accusatory glances *pissed look*
jo: bitch (repeat to infinity) fat woman!!!
me: haha. mean but true. we were *so* paying attention can?
jo: can!
hmmmm. i wonder who we were talking bout? weird :)
ahhhhhhh. i feel vaguely healthful now :) after days of being conked out for the dead :D and it's saturday!! i have piano later tho. i need to get books :) started on the stupid book zsing passed me... from plato to nietzsche damn. remember going all philosophical after sophie's world.. but. that was a long time ago.. and was rushing irs report on freud.. so ah well :)
feeling v langourous today :) mmmmmmmm :D not doing anything. but well. that's so normal nowadays. shall go read now! tata!
Outbreak of Mad Cow Disease in Small Rural Village
i don't even remember what is was for :) just that it's in lam's handwriting and i vaguely remember her and anna passing it to me sometime :) it's hilarious... maybe should transcribe it but. too lazy :)
plus. also found random bitching comments at the back of rough paper from. sometime :) haha...
me: i can't stand tchrs with those accusatory glances *pissed look*
jo: bitch (repeat to infinity) fat woman!!!
me: haha. mean but true. we were *so* paying attention can?
jo: can!
hmmmm. i wonder who we were talking bout? weird :)
ahhhhhhh. i feel vaguely healthful now :) after days of being conked out for the dead :D and it's saturday!! i have piano later tho. i need to get books :) started on the stupid book zsing passed me... from plato to nietzsche damn. remember going all philosophical after sophie's world.. but. that was a long time ago.. and was rushing irs report on freud.. so ah well :)
feeling v langourous today :) mmmmmmmm :D not doing anything. but well. that's so normal nowadays. shall go read now! tata!
Friday, October 17, 2003
nv thought i'd see the day :) itunes4 is sitting happily on my desktop. my pc! amazing. maybe's there's hope after all!! :D
i look horrible in my new passport. eeeargh. at least i don't think i look like a terrorist. but. terrifying is quite apt i suppose :P i is a leetle groggy now. maybe from sleeping so much. but my flu is horribly tenacious. and refuses to go away! bah. how disgusting. eww. transgender barbie is looking at me sneakily. go away too!!
the tribe has spoken
it's friday night! and i have nothing to do... i don't even like watching survivor. so i can possibly just go sleep. i have exhausted all possibilities of doing stuff online! aaargh. i've taken all the kooky stupid tests, had my ego boosted umpteen times only to be brought crashing back with stuff like... you're a poseur! :P ah well. and then i can't download anymore stuff cos my connection is unfathomably slow.. unlike jireh who has scarily high turnover rates :P
oh yeah. realised the horrors of classmates' gossipping today. not the malicious evil type (which was what lam thought i was complaining about :) but the scarier *muahahaha* i know what is going on kind of gossip. at least with the former i can just be selfrighteous and like scream or sthg. ok guys. here's it: stay out of my business thank you v much :)
ok. feel sorethroaty again. damn. and since no one is talking to me :/ i'll go off now
i look horrible in my new passport. eeeargh. at least i don't think i look like a terrorist. but. terrifying is quite apt i suppose :P i is a leetle groggy now. maybe from sleeping so much. but my flu is horribly tenacious. and refuses to go away! bah. how disgusting. eww. transgender barbie is looking at me sneakily. go away too!!
the tribe has spoken
it's friday night! and i have nothing to do... i don't even like watching survivor. so i can possibly just go sleep. i have exhausted all possibilities of doing stuff online! aaargh. i've taken all the kooky stupid tests, had my ego boosted umpteen times only to be brought crashing back with stuff like... you're a poseur! :P ah well. and then i can't download anymore stuff cos my connection is unfathomably slow.. unlike jireh who has scarily high turnover rates :P
oh yeah. realised the horrors of classmates' gossipping today. not the malicious evil type (which was what lam thought i was complaining about :) but the scarier *muahahaha* i know what is going on kind of gossip. at least with the former i can just be selfrighteous and like scream or sthg. ok guys. here's it: stay out of my business thank you v much :)
ok. feel sorethroaty again. damn. and since no one is talking to me :/ i'll go off now
Thursday, October 16, 2003
My inner child is six years old!
Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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ok. i would have linked it proper from quizilla but the pic of tt angel is... so gross. right. i think i'm going to flood this with stupid quiz results :( i'm an angel!
You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure. "And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity." Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael (Christian) and Hercules (Greek). The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind. Her sign is the zenith sun. As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest.
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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haha... ok. so maybe the guys in my class got it right..i'm a little on the androgynous side... haha.. this is *so* hideous.
You're Transgender Barbie! You're well, there's no
way to describe you. Pick a sex and stay with
it!
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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You are Form 2, Angel: The Pure. "And The Angel rose as holy protector for all that was created. She fought with honor and valor to serve the good of the world. But the coming of the mankind was her downfall; and end to purity." Some examples of the Angel Form are Michael (Christian) and Hercules (Greek). The Angel is associated with the concept of virtue, the number 2, and the element of wind. Her sign is the zenith sun. As a member of Form 2, you are a person of your word. You generally keep your promises and give everything you do your best. Although some people see you as overbearing sometimes, you know that you have to stay true to yourself and do what's right. Angels are the best friends to have because they are brutally honest.
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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haha... ok. so maybe the guys in my class got it right..i'm a little on the androgynous side... haha.. this is *so* hideous.
You're Transgender Barbie! You're well, there's no
way to describe you. Pick a sex and stay with
it!
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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You're the suggestive grin,mostly used while
flirting and accompanied by the come-hither
look.You're either an attention hog or way too
insecure to not be in the spotlight at all
times.No one can quite tell.Calm down and learn
to be regular,ya perv.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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haha.. this is funny. yeah right!!! bored at home. coughing maulingownlunch watchinglousytv how pathetic i am :( aaaaarghhhhhh.
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
bah... there're stuff that normal people equipped with common sense would not do. and kudos to them! i'm so incredibly... *sigh*
things normal people would not do when they're hit with flu.
1. go sing ktv with raspy throat --> the pins in my throat have advanced into daggers.
2. continue eating scrumptilicious chocolate mint cookies.
3. not bring tissue when nose is prone to running. <-- don't ask. too disgusting.
aaargh. and a dozen other things. which results in me now having horrible horrible voice. plus phlegm plus whatever. aaaaaaaargh. i hate being sick! awful.
to all you people still taking your promos... hey dearies :) i survived! not intact, but still kinda alive... albeit sick and dejected. so. don't stress too much k? if there's anything... just call me. at human hours if you please :) am only too glad to oblige :) love ya all! <-- i keep saying that. but it doesn't diminish any i promise.
things normal people would not do when they're hit with flu.
1. go sing ktv with raspy throat --> the pins in my throat have advanced into daggers.
2. continue eating scrumptilicious chocolate mint cookies.
3. not bring tissue when nose is prone to running. <-- don't ask. too disgusting.
aaargh. and a dozen other things. which results in me now having horrible horrible voice. plus phlegm plus whatever. aaaaaaaargh. i hate being sick! awful.
to all you people still taking your promos... hey dearies :) i survived! not intact, but still kinda alive... albeit sick and dejected. so. don't stress too much k? if there's anything... just call me. at human hours if you please :) am only too glad to oblige :) love ya all! <-- i keep saying that. but it doesn't diminish any i promise.
Saturday, October 11, 2003
Brief Analysis
The first name of Shan leads you to assume considerable responsibility and to prefer to work independently, without direction or interference from others because you have very definite ideas of your own. Your mind is quick to comprehend and you can be depended upon to do any job well. Because you tend to be somewhat of a perfectionist, you might insist on doing too many things yourself instead of delegating jobs to others who might do less satisfactory work. This name does make you quite direct and straight-to-the-point. Your verbal expression does not reflect your inner thoughts and feelings, and you often wonder why people react to what you say. The influence of this name does not promote the friendship that you desire or the relaxation and naturalness you should enjoy with people. It is a name that makes you far too practical and serious-minded, and makes it difficult for you to act with spontaneity.
Health Weaknesses
You could suffer physically through head tension, with eye, teeth, or sinus problems, headaches, or mentally through worry.
oooh. teeth problems. that sounds familiar :)
The first name of Shan leads you to assume considerable responsibility and to prefer to work independently, without direction or interference from others because you have very definite ideas of your own. Your mind is quick to comprehend and you can be depended upon to do any job well. Because you tend to be somewhat of a perfectionist, you might insist on doing too many things yourself instead of delegating jobs to others who might do less satisfactory work. This name does make you quite direct and straight-to-the-point. Your verbal expression does not reflect your inner thoughts and feelings, and you often wonder why people react to what you say. The influence of this name does not promote the friendship that you desire or the relaxation and naturalness you should enjoy with people. It is a name that makes you far too practical and serious-minded, and makes it difficult for you to act with spontaneity.
Health Weaknesses
You could suffer physically through head tension, with eye, teeth, or sinus problems, headaches, or mentally through worry.
oooh. teeth problems. that sounds familiar :)
Friday, October 10, 2003
aaaargh. physics is over. i feel like i'm giving a blowbyblow account of a fight i'm losing. somehow all the spapers seem so far away now :/ and it all seemed so so easy a long time ago. a long time ago when exams were adrenaline inducing shots :) and now i stress so freakily i don't know how people cope! but speaking of which. it's much easier to cope with the stomachblowing anticipation when i'm actually taking my exams cos there simply isn't any time to do *anything*.
i haven't done anything after physics today cept to sleep eat and watch tv. i would have liked to read sthg but i couldn't find anything :( that's like incredibly sad. and now i feel like i'm coming down with the flu virus that seems to be ravaging everything in sight. i think i'm catching it from my brother :/ since it seems like his entire school is down with it. aaargh. not good. sigh. it's really pathetic to see my ganglylongarmedlonglegged brother sprawled on the bed and looking really sick. made me feel vaguely motherhen-ish. that is... until he started commandeering me ard doing stuff for him. and it wasn't even commanding commandeering. it was the.. i'msickandpathetic.couldyoufinditinyourhearttodosthgforurpoorbrother kind of thing. sigh... :)
i love cats i love cats! :D really pretty cats :) the sphinx is kinda freaky tho... and i much prefer roundfaced siamese cats to the triangular ones :D
oh no! i asked my mom and she refuses to let me call lam :( what am i going to do? :(
i haven't done anything after physics today cept to sleep eat and watch tv. i would have liked to read sthg but i couldn't find anything :( that's like incredibly sad. and now i feel like i'm coming down with the flu virus that seems to be ravaging everything in sight. i think i'm catching it from my brother :/ since it seems like his entire school is down with it. aaargh. not good. sigh. it's really pathetic to see my ganglylongarmedlonglegged brother sprawled on the bed and looking really sick. made me feel vaguely motherhen-ish. that is... until he started commandeering me ard doing stuff for him. and it wasn't even commanding commandeering. it was the.. i'msickandpathetic.couldyoufinditinyourhearttodosthgforurpoorbrother kind of thing. sigh... :)
i love cats i love cats! :D really pretty cats :) the sphinx is kinda freaky tho... and i much prefer roundfaced siamese cats to the triangular ones :D
oh no! i asked my mom and she refuses to let me call lam :( what am i going to do? :(
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
oh gosh! let's go for the french film festival marathon!! it's on saturday 8th november!! ça coûte 24 dollars pour les quatres filmes! haha... de 11.30 à 7.30 le dimanche! :P hmm. les filmes sont Embrassez qui vous voudrez, Une femme de ménage, Tanguy, Fureur. yups :) let's go go go! haha... oh yeah. i'm kinda in the middle of my promos now.. but wth! :) let's go k? haha... should be fun.
Monday, October 06, 2003
hmmm. hmmmmm. there's sthg about studying all day that is so incredibly boring i seriously have nothing to blog about. cept.
lam. do you want an orlando poster? it came in lime mag (not that i ever buy lime but it's a backdated issue from my sis' bf's office :) unfortunately, tho he looks pretty good in it, there're two holes near his nose from staple marks... :)
sigh. i want to download shows now! cept. i promised myself i wouldn't even *touch* bittorrent until after promos. sighhh. i quite like everwood :D the show that's on after gilmore girls finished... abit preachy.. but ah well :P tumteetum. i love ya all :) thanks for pullling me out of stresshole :D
lam. do you want an orlando poster? it came in lime mag (not that i ever buy lime but it's a backdated issue from my sis' bf's office :) unfortunately, tho he looks pretty good in it, there're two holes near his nose from staple marks... :)
sigh. i want to download shows now! cept. i promised myself i wouldn't even *touch* bittorrent until after promos. sighhh. i quite like everwood :D the show that's on after gilmore girls finished... abit preachy.. but ah well :P tumteetum. i love ya all :) thanks for pullling me out of stresshole :D
Thursday, October 02, 2003
my mood swings so violently i worry myself. i seriously believe i'm about to crack :/
worries/stressfulstuff: about to expire passport and stupid closed photo studio, my dad asking me to upload his sedona photos for him, my ankle which is swollen (again), not studying and generally being bloody hormonal and pissed off. i can't stand this. how can anyone deal with the mood swings?
worries/stressfulstuff: about to expire passport and stupid closed photo studio, my dad asking me to upload his sedona photos for him, my ankle which is swollen (again), not studying and generally being bloody hormonal and pissed off. i can't stand this. how can anyone deal with the mood swings?